Living Life

It is coming up on the two year anniversary of my lung transplant. Since that date I have been trying to live a "normal" life. Working and having fun. Around November I went to Boston for thanksgiving and became a little depressed with my life. We had moved back to Arizona for about nine months.
In AZ I had a good job a nice apartment and we were back with our friends however I started feeling sick. So we had decided to move back to MI.
We have been back in MI since February and have been feeling great besides some small sinus issues.
I have been much happier since the move but at times I feel that I have not been doing my donor proud. Does anybody else feel this way at times?

CF BUDDY

Courageous and strong, stubborn, and silly we stand as one. Knowing what to say to each other at all times. Know each other so well we really do not have to say anything.

Making sure things are going to be OK. A hospital visit may bring us close but it is the bond of CF that makes us strong and holds us together forever. He says never give up fight with everything you have. With a will to live he hangs a storm door on 15% lung capacity as he gets the call for new life. It was this will to live that will keep you in my mind and heart always. As your CF buddy your fight for life continues inside of me. Not always seeing eye to eye, you still had an influence on my life. I can still remember your thumbs up to let us all know it would be OK. I still look for that thumbs up so I can know it will all be fine. It was a symbol for life and a struggle. I love you Rob and your will to survive this blessed curse of CF flows through me, and all of us who knew and cared for you. We have all been blessed to have you in our lives.